AP Venom - God Did (Remix)

 

AP Venom taps in to his inner God on the Dj Khaled remix.  The Golden Spitter once again spills his heart and emotion on the soulful beat. After  a master class verse from, Jay Z, Venom is not afraid to follow the foot steps of the gods. Venom raps around his own life from his troubles, insecurities and wins.

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Lyrics

Shed a tear in the booth

Get a piece of my heart

AP Venom

Verse 1

Sometimes I hate who I see in the mirror

I promised me so much, but I haven't delivered

My plan was by this time I’d have this and the other

But alas, none of it turned out

How I imagined now I feel like a failure

Forever working, but hardly seeing any result

And doubt tells me I should settle

Like, it doesn't take any effort...I mean, after all,

I'm qualified, got a job, in the big city living large, all in all, nobody really is expecting much

Already graduated made my family proud, so what more is to be done? Quit dreaming settle down

Face reality, be an adult, save up, buy a house, take your girl walk her down the aisle

Buy a car, have a child, so when you pass, there'll be something left behind, just conform you'll be fine, it's not like you haven't tried

 You're exhausted, you're tired settle down, what you have is enough, settle down

(I told y’all the story before, I cried because I got, you know, discouraged, but I used that as fuel to improve)

Verse 2

Probably wouldn't push this hard without the hate  

You know they say ain't no roses without the rain 

They thought I fell but I rose among the great 

Every day that goes by

Positive and negative, entertaining both ties

I’m making it, and I’m not, messages from both sides

Yesterday's mistakes, we live and we learn from those scars

The hustle is bearing fruit, they wish it wasn't us

But that’s what always happens when you're reaching for the stars

I’ve seen too many niggas go and fail before they start

Lack of self-belief, that's where they operating from

I am not that nigga, look at how far I have come

Godly fabric, I am cut from that cloth

From Manguzi to the world, look at the things I have done

A rap nigga who can take on this beast, name one

Take your time

...I’ll wait...anyway

Bad decisions, but I make ’em with precision

Daily discomfort how I'm making my investments

Pain paying dividends I’m taking my percentage

It may take time, but really I’m invested

Not sure how but I will manifest it

Me and my grandma’s bond is really tied to this promise, if I'm honest, wish she was alive just to witness

 Her wish manifested, truth is, I’m going through a crisis, lost her four years ago, and I’ve never cried since

Sometimes chasing all these dreams doesn't make sense, been at it for years, but up to date it aint make cents

but I don't want her to hear me spouting all this nonsense, so instead, I make sure y’all know that to me, she imparted greatness

Dear grandma 

You see my future is a nightmare

’Cuz I got dreams and they haunt me

At the aint top aint where they want me

But I’mma get it up regardless

I still suffer from the heartbreak

Hard to open up, I'm guarded

Couldn't forget you if I tried it

I know you're listening and watching

We ain't deserve you, but God did

I know your spirit is where God is

I’m just praying for your guidance

Please guard me

This life has scarred me

Please guide me

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